So first let's wrap up the loose ends.
I never did speak to Daddy again and eventually the lease ran out on the house and yacht. He would have recovered all of those toys in his inventory when they were repossessed. It turns out he must have paid for a good month's worth because it was open for a good while. Long enough for me to take Ponyboy there and let him play with me.
My relationship with Ponyboy became quite intense in a short time. I really liked him but knew he was very young behind that avatar. Just a kid and the guilt of what might happen to him if he ever found out was killing me. So it was time to go. The most intense experience with him was when he asked me point blank: Are you a guy?
It was the moment of truth. And I lied my ass off. Sort of. There was actually more truth than fiction in what I told him. I told him I did have a terrible secret that I has been hiding from him and that I hid it because I really really like him and liked playing with him and how he made me feel. All this was true. And then I revealed by secret, with profound apologies for keeping him in the dark. I told him I was actually a middle-aged married woman with two kids. The only lie was the word 'woman' but I realized that this kid's emotional survival might hinge on that one word. And I think I did the right thing. You could just feel the weight lift from him as while this was somewhat tragic in his mind, it was not nearly as bad as if he had been deceived by a dude. He was able to accept this as well as why I couldn't really play with him anymore. And we did meet as friends a couple more times within that year. Lesson learned.
My elf girl went to a medieval roleplay sim and while I did occasionally take her out for kinky encounters, she mostly played within that realm as the veritable virgin priestess of Iluvatar, Tolkien's elven god.
It was my male alt that began to take over, and HE played in the same realm, also as an elf and I spent a number of years playing there. I did have some very very close and intimate relationships while there with a couple of fairies, a demon, a dragon and maybe even a human! The fairies remain friends even to this day. One of them would have a profound impact on my future role play and how I would progress, Kink-wise.
She introduced me to the world of Gor. And it is where I play at the present day as a warrior Master and owner of a couple of pleasure slaves. I still maintain a female character who has played a slave and been owned, but I've always kept some distance whether as Master or slave.
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| I still let my female alt out to play once in awhile |
