Sunday, December 6, 2009

Pony Boy

He would definitely not like being called this, but I have no idea what else to call a relatively new friend. His most defining physical characteristic is his rather large and pronounced horse's tail. In SL, there are lots of people walking about with tails and animal ears and even nonhuman characters. At the center of Bay City, just outside the airport, one is likely to encounter the full spectrum of SL personalities and characters interacting.

It was at this crowded location that I first met him a few days ago. I had identified myself in my profile as a kinky, somewhat submissive elf and this does tend to get me a bit more attention of all sorts. And Pony could not resist having a go at me. At first, I didn't really like him at all. He was heavily tattooed, had a careless mop of hair and was an insouciant smartass from the start. He would have no idea what it is I just called him, but he could probably guess that it wasn't nice but take it as a compliment anyway. He had a way of really confusing the hell out of me and one of my early jokes was to claim that my neko translator must be acting up. He insists that he's not a neko, but he could so easily pass for one he might as well be.

His off-the-wall comments seemed to always keep me off balance and it was just difficult chatting with him. But chat we did, and he was trying to warm me up, and I suppose he succeeded because we did become friends after chatting the first night. The next night, it was nearly midnight when he appeared and asked if he could spank me.


There are many things about Pony that indicate that the person on the other end of the keyboard is quite young. The slang goes terribly over my head (malfunctioning neko translator!) and he is into a much younger genre of music. And most of all, his understanding of kink is not very deep. However, conversations reveal that he could be a fast study. Or that I'm a pushover.

His spanking animation consisted of text and sound with little movement of his avatar, so it was pretty harmless. It was kind of humorous, because this was an area where I held the decisive advantage as far as experience and understanding. In contrast to Daddy, Pony does inspire a more dominant side of me. I can see that I will probably be topping from the bottom on this one if it goes that far.

The next time I saw him, I was down town and he came skidding around in a small red car. Obviously making quite and entrance. We chatted for a bit and he opened by wondering why my arms were so big. Now you all have seen my avatar, I never thought of my arms as being big! So I gave him much grief about calling me fat. Of course, he probably suspected that there was a guy on the other side of the kinky elf avatar, so he was probably fishing to see what he could troll up. I think unleashing my inner feminine insecurities about my weight and shape may have convinced him. At the very least, it put him on the defensive as I accused of him of calling me fat. Once he decided to let go of his suspicions, he was most interested in talking about my kinky-ness. Meanwhile, he managed to play a variety of music, and after giving me a couple of dance animations we spent a couple of hours dancing up the street from where the action normally is. Somewhere in the middle, lag got ahold of me and caused my machine to crash.

Don't let anyone tell you Linux never crashes or freezes up. It does.

When I returned, Pony was off to the side talking to a bird named Dave. Dave never danced or moved much the whole time, but he did chat and give music to Pony to play. The kinky talk resumed in IM, while we gathered a small crowd around us, some also joining in the dancing. At some point, I mused aloud about inviting him to my dungeon to play. His un-neko ears really pricked up at that. I explained that I didn't build it so much as it was built for me. Daddy hasn't re-added me to his friends list but the place and the toys are all still there. Pity to have such marvelous toys go to waste! But not this night, as it was late. I left him wondering and intrigued after using my collar animation to give him a kiss which he enjoyed.

Friday, November 27, 2009

Back to Being an Elf

I like being an elf, in case I never mentioned that before. I decided on one recent SL episode to go invisible to Daddy so I could explore and visit some of the Elven communities. My visits were quite short, though, because on weekends, lag is especially bad. But Daddy did know know when I was online, because every time I logged in, my collar let him know, with him being the owner and all. I felt a bit bad about the subterfuge, or the poor and sloppy attempt at it, but it does sort of go both ways. Even as my online status was transmitted out, his was also made known to me through the same collar script. Even when he showed he was offline, the collar did not lie. He was online. I was totally fine with this as I just assumed that he had other women around that he played with and I happened to be the latest toy who was hot and then not.
And so it has turned out rather awkwardly.

Thing is, I was so busy being a slut that I had forgotten about being an elf and I was missing something. So in order to address this need, I created a male elven alt.

Alts (alternate identities) are pretty common in SL, and it is not discouraged. In fact, it is somewhat encouraged as more characters mean more accessories which means more money for Linden Labs. In fact, alts are the best, most efficient way of creating more revenue because since they presumably wouldn't be on at the same time they don't contribute to lag while they add revenue and variety.

Of course my male and female did become friends so that a few things could be shared between them asynchronously, like cash and locations of places. I'm not going to get into my alt right now, but having him made it possible to go around and do more things without the entanglement of worrying about Daddy's feelings. Plus, my male side was not as concerned about getting fucked as my female side which made SL much more relaxing. He was sort of like an older brother to my she-elf who could sort of look out for me.

Um..that's starting to sound complicated. Nevermind.

I had my male alt look up Daddy's profile, which you can do for anyone whose name you know. And lo and behold, it had been recently updated. Apparently Daddy had found a new sub and lover in SL and RL and was proclaiming it to the world through his profile. Thing wasn't me!

Imagine my shock and surprise at THAT! I have no problems with being the guy's mistress and might be keen on having a threesome with him and his main squeeze. But for several days, he has been avoiding me. And his name is not on my friends list. but the collar does not lie and neither does his profile. I haven't tried to IM him, but I really should before things get too out of hand. If they haven't already.

Once I realized that he had a sub who he was apparently devoted and loyal to (maybe I'm being naïve here), I wondered what would become of me. I mean the house and boat and everything is nice, but they were totally unplanned and I'm willing to give all that up. Hard to imagine him paying rent for me every month if he's not going to use me! But I had given him the main keys to my collar and THAT bothered me.

You see, once you have a primary owner, only he can unlock it or designate secondary owners. I'm fine wearing the thing all the time, but I'm not so fine not being able to play with others if I'm being sidelined. I know...not very submissive of me! But I want to play, and I thought I should have the option of picking new playmates if my old one has no use for me anymore. And I was getting annoyed that the collar was forever notifying him of my status (and me of his) every time I was logging in. A person could login a dozen or more times as it isn't unusual for SL to lag, cause crashes or otherwise freeze up or kick you off. I can only imagine how annoying (or not) it was for him.

So I took a rather radical step. I reset the collar. What that did was basically activate a script that said that I was running away from my master and then I had no owners anymore. That's what I wanted, at least at this time, but I need to IM Daddy and see where we are. Closure or none, I'm okay with him as it is only a game and he seems to have found some happiness in it. I don't want him to think he's hurt me or needs to protect me. Things were intense between us for a bit and that was thrilling. I learned a lot during and through all this mini-drama.

I did close the night out flirting, friending and chatting up a fellow who actually had the same last name as me after I had changed back into my hot elf clothes. I did try to TP him to one of my adult hangouts (he had never been to any adult sites before but was keen to try) but for some reason we couldn't get his settings to work right. No big deal. I don't have to fuck ALL my male friends! Ha!

I did have one embarrassing episode in the airport recently. I was there, chatting up Airport Guy who pretty much lives there. The lag is so awful, I have no idea why he does it, except I'm sure he has met a lot of people and has a lot of friends there. Anyway, a rather large headless dragon was skulking about and getting people with his tail, so I thought I would use a bit of elven magic to burn his big butt. However, soon the entire place was engulfed in the huge fireball and the lag had affected everything so badly that I had no control over it. No one could see anything and it took several tries before I could finally TP out and extinguish the flames. I didn't make any friends with THAT stunt!

I did manage to locate and adopt a sort of home-away-from-home, I think, or at least a more vanilla place, which would be the Elf Wood Club. It's very small and simple, which is why I like it, and the people I've met there have been very friendly, even when I was dressed entirely too slutty. Or maybe they liked it that I was dressed too slutty! Horny male elves!Haha! But I might try inviting a few of my more vanilla human friends there sometime.

Thus ended my very short life as a kept elf mistress.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

More Thoughts on the New House

I had many mixed feelings about the new house. It was amazingly flattering, but at the same time scary. I was not interested in taking this out-of-world, but this whirl wind left me dazed. Daddy had been nothing but kind and generous and I tried to return my gratitude. Which means that we met at the house several times, and we fucked every which way on all the furniture. I spent a lot of time shopping for good looking outfits, and he seemed to enjoy these, especially the boots but also the rest as well. He does have a sense of style that I think exceeds mine.

Having a place to go besides downtown, shops, clubs and the airport has a lot of advantages, because I can escape the lag of these busy places and try on the various outfits that I buy. But the place can also be quite lonely as there are not any neighbors close by. And it is always snowy here. And I haven't figured out how to get the boat to work!

This last time Daddy and I got together, it wasn't a terribly drawn out encounter. Basically he had a good time fucking me while I was suspended above the bed and then had to go rather quickly. I was totally fine with that, as I was getting a bit restless for something different. Maybe a different guy or a different experience. I'm not sure which.

Sunday, November 15, 2009


My fascination with trying out a bit more of being an elf continued when next I logged on. I actually started out at my favorite BDSM mall, which has been functioning as my home base as of late. I was hanging upside down on a light pole, while looking for elf clubs to join and places to go. So when I TP'd to an elven village, every time my avatar moved, it did a cartwheel as if it couldn't decide which side was up. The residents were exceedingly friendly and welcoming but I had to go back to the mall to see if I could fix my cartwheel tic.

When I first logged on, Daddy was not on, but by this time he was and he IM'd me, asking what I was up to. I was literally just hanging out tied to the pole. He then said he had something for me. Well, if there is one way to hook me, it is with curiosity. And as it turns out, I had something for him, too. I had the RLV working in my Windows partition. So after a few minutes, he gave me a TP invite and I was off!

I landed in a place that at first looked like an arctic version of some of the clubs we had been to. I could hear a fire crackling in the background and Daddy was there tottaly dressed in white. He was totally upstaging me, fashion-wise!

I looked around and the room was filled with wonderful bondage toys. So I figured this was what he had for me. But he had more. Much more. He alluded to this being our place. Our house. And then dumped 2500L$ into my account.

I was flabbergasted and shocked.

I should have done some sort of fainting animation, because it's exactly how I felt. SL realestate is not necessarily cheap, and it certainly isn't free. I've never really looked into it that much, because I always figured that I would just be wherever I would be. He had clearly put some effort and resources into this place. And a great deal of thought as to my tastes. All the furniture involved being tied and chained, with all sorts of fancy and in-depth animations to go with it. I begged him to leash me up and give me the tour, which he did. And then we tried out a few of the fun toys.

Oh, and the place is on the water with a yacht. Yes, there is a yacht involved. He spared no expense, here!

It was wild and exciting. He was pleased with the RLV, but it does have some trade-offs. For one thing, the RLV makes me a bondage/chain magnet. After strapping me down and doing me, when we got up I could move but my collar chain wanted to stay fastened to the toy. It's as if it is always looking for a place to get hooked, and this place had plenty! Another problem was that since the RLV only works in my Windows environment (there is a version for Linux, but I haven't gotten it to work) I am subject to enormous amounts of lag. Many of the poses and sessions were absolutely hot, but the lag was robbing much of the atmosphere. Walking, moving talking...everything in ultra-slow motion!

He finally said he had to go, and I had to go, too. But after he left, I could not resist looking everywhere and trying out all the toys and investigating everything. Plus I played with my elven ring. The snow made a great backdrop for many of the animations and effects.

I'm still in a daze over this development. Things are kinda moving fast! In about a week I've gone from being a total nOOb to being a kept woman! Daddy has never been anything but kind and generous. I'm lucky in that I could have ended up with some sort of griefer who could have abused me. While Daddy does know much more about Second Life, he's apparently new to a lot of BDSM. He commented that he was getting a lot kinkier since meeting me. He also didn't know what a RLV was, which is a pretty standard feature on most BDSM equipment. Before he left, I promoted him from secondary owner to primary owner of my collar, so now he has pretty much as much control as he wants. It will be interesting to see how he exercises it.

Feelings: a lot of astonishment that this guy has apparently sunk a lot into our relationship, such that it is. I am totally flattered by the attention that he lavishes on me. And yet, I wonder if he's really assuming the role or if he's getting a bit deeper into it than I would like. I see this as role play and thought he did too, per an earlier conversation. I think he would say that he is, but if so he his truly playing it masterfully! Because he is playing like a man who is becoming smitten with me. Either way, it seems that I'm playing my end of it to the hilt and like it. But when does it become less of a game and more damaging or dangerous? Am I going too far in messing with this guy's feelings?

These are things I'm thinking about, as well as my need for sleep. Leading a life plus a second life is a lot of work and takes a lot of time!

Friday, November 13, 2009

Being an Elf

Honestly, I sometimes wonder how you RL girls do it all! It is such a bother changing clothes and making sure everything matches and is coordinated and then there's making sure the collar, boots and cuffs are on properly and locked...such a chore! But perhaps it's a bit of an artistic way of self-expression. This, I can relate to somewhat, and that is really what having an avitar is all about.

The next time I logged on, I was not in the mood to be submissive at all. Daddy has a way of bringing that on, however irresistibly, and this night I wanted to be an elf warrior princess, again. So I put my old elven duds on, and Tp'd around Bay City and other points. I made a couple of purchases for my elven side, including a new Elf Warrioress costume that is sexy, slutty and hot! The bad news is that I cannot wear a cloak while wearing my collar. Or if there is a way, I need a clue about now.

I also purchased the Elven Ring of Power, Eliste. it is a massively cool ring that enables me to do a bunch of neat little effects, including summoning a dragon, summoning fish, arrows, fire, a flying pig, a giant fish, various emoticons as well as rez/unrezz and do stuff with other objects. It is totally awesome to emit fire, ice or just a shower of snow or flowers or all of the above at the same time. I'm not sure what I can do to other people. I tried it on one poor girl/dragon and I might have TP's her into some sort of endless void. She interpreted it as being kicked out and was able to come back, so no harm. I just need to be careful, and try to find someone to practice on. Daddy is an awfully good sport and might go for it.

But I wasn't terribly nice this time out, essentially taking my IM off the hook so he couldn't tell when I was online. I suppose he could have still IM'd me, but he didn't and I didn't IM him. I just needed some time to explore on my own and be a she-elf more that a slut-elf. For what it's worth, I ended up going back to slut mode when I met this girl at the BDSM shop. She insisted on seeing my elf-self and then showed me her dragon self. She wasn't much of a dragon, actually, more like a baby dinosaur. And she was talking through a translator and gave me tale of woe where she was rejected by humans and dragons alike and felt very alone. What could I do, except give her/it a hug? No wonder she wanted to see someone more elvish than human.

I then went back to the city, after changing back into my submissive elf-self, and chatted a bit with Airport Guy. Remember him? But he was hanging in the airport, which is lag-hell, and even I ended up getting kicked out eventually. But I think I'd like to try him out a time or two just for fun. Perhaps I'm too promiscuous for a SL relationship like what seems to be going on with Daddy.

Friday, November 6, 2009

You Always Take Me to the Nice Places

I usually only get to be in Second Life on the evenings, but I did have a chance to login on a Sunday afternoon, once. And sure enough, Daddy was online! It made me wonder how he could afford to be online so much. We actually IM'd across the vastness of SL, me at my favorite toy store, and him wherever he was. Basically we came to a simultaneous agreement and pact that whatever happens in SL stays in SL. He made mention of having to be careful because he had kids around, so I know he has mitigating things in his own life. Or I suppose it could be a “hers” which I would find most amusing. I mean he does show a bit concern over fashion, changing his look and colors a bit more often that I would normally be inclined to do. Also, while he enjoys fucking me and eating me and occasionally spanking me, the domination isn't very heavy handed at all. And this is probably a good thing overall, as I see just how submissive I can get. But the locking collar, cuffs and boots...he really does not avail himself of the various features of each of these hardly at all, outside of the leash for the collar. I find that just a tad irritating, but it's just a bit. I made him a secondary keyholder that first time, and retained my own primary role and he's never pressed for anything more or even the keys to the locking boots, which he essentially paid for and picked out for me. These aren't huge things, but just little tells. Nothing to get bent over, and I figure he has other girls online that he is doing just as much as me. He definitely knows the ropes!

We did have a chance for a brief little session, when he showed up wearing a blue cape, and we went to a dungeon which had all sorts of various toys and props. I think my favorite was being nailed while tied from the pole. The bondage and animations all hit my buttons very nicely.

He had to go offline for awhile, so I amused myself by playing with some of the toys and then to my other favorite place to play some more with their toys, including a few new ones.

After that, I decided that I needed to change outfits, especially the boots. I did a bit more shopping for red outfits. He came online while I was still trying to put my outfit together, and when he TP'd me to his location, he was also “dressed” in red! We went around some sort of gothic building and engaged in a little play, but this time he was lagging very heavily. I was also having trouble keeping up with him because I wasn't leashed. The encounter concluded in the bathroom, of all places, where he fucked me from behind while grabbing my hair. It really was absolutely hot. I used that line from Unfaithful, where Diane Lane's character is being fucked in the bathroom by her young lover (while her friends are just outside having lunch) and she sighs into his ear, “You always take me to the best places!” Daddy didn't quite get it, but it was still totally hot until SL totally froze us in that position. And that was the end.

Well, I did decide to visit a club that I had visited during my second visit to SL that I hadn't really blogged about. Back then, the place was under construction and I met a guy who was doing the building and we chatted for a bit. This night, when I went back, there was actually less development in the area, but there was a club with an American flag out front. There were all sorts of “Help Wanted” signs out front as I walked into an otherwise deserted club. Inside there was some shopping spaces as well as the club area with a bunch of poles presumably for the hired dancers. Each had a tip jar near it. I went up and availed myself of the pole and became an instant pole dancer! Ha! Perhaps I could have a career in SL after all!

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Being Done

The next time I logged on, I redid my look, putting on a pair of those boots I bought using Daddy's money. And sure enough, they have many of the same animations as my collar, so I enjoyed that. I then went shopping for awhile. I had been cruising many shopping/BDSM sites for quite awhile when Daddy IM'd me. Did I want to see him! Yes! But even more I wanted him to see me!

He teleported me into a store where he was, and the leash automatically appeared. That thing quickly gets me into subspace, as he drags me around the store! Funnily enough I had been to this place earlier in the evening.

The first thing he noted when he saw me boots. And yes, they were pretty awesome, but he is definitely a foot/boot guy. Everytime we go shopping, he goes directly to the extreme footwear section. And promptly dumps 2500 L$ into my account! I'm not much of a fashionista, but footwear has got to be one of my weakest areas. And now I have a Master who is generous but wants some major investment into footwear. And then that means coordinating the rest of the outfit with whatever I put on my feet. I have no idea how you girls do it, especially if you don't have a sugar daddy of your own!

But make no mistake, it was a lot more than just looking at my boots. He choose an odd looking chair and I draped myself over it. And then he was fucking me pretty much every way to Sunday!

And this went on for a long time. Now this was fun for quite awhile, but it did go a bit long, IMO. But I tried to keep up. If you look at the background, you'll notice the sex rooms and furniture. That is where he leash-dragged be next, and this was a bit more my style where I could be tied and bound while he fucked me. After a bit, I figured out how to work the bed and was able/allowed to change positions and was able to even follow all the fucking with some nice cuddling.

It was getting late, and I had to go, but he showered me with a gob of money and then TP'd me to another BDSM shopping place which specialized in, you guessed it, boots! But they also had collars and restraints, so I was pretty good, I did buy a few pairs of the “Fuck Me” boots. I guess I'll find out if they live up to their namesake!LOL!

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Who's Your Daddy?

When I logged into SL, I thought that all I needed to get the RLV going was an RLV relay. Don't worry, it sounds as geeky to me as it does to you but I really wanted to get this thing going. I learned that it isn't necessary to have one to play, but there are some good reasons to have it and I'm still fiddling with it. And this tale and the pictures that go along are totally NSFW, so you have that to look forward to when you get home. In the meantime, disable the pics from your RSS and enjoy!

The search for an RLV relay was successful in all respects but one: it didn't make the RLV relay work. But it resulted in the biggest SL thrill ride I've ever had!

I logged in and went straight to the store where I could pick up the free software, and therein they had a bunch of other merchandise that was still quite a bit out of my price range. At first I took a wrong turn and end entered a room that had some cuffs and gags that were interesting and some upgrades and some sort of dormant robot that didn't interest me. I walked back to the teleportation room to find a rather large-built bald-headed tattooed man standing in there. We stood for a moment looking at each other, not saying anything. This happens a lot in SL, where people think about whether or not they want to talk. Often we/they don't. But as he walked into the room I had just walked out of, he said hello, and I said hello back. I followed him and we made some idle chitchat about how interesting the things were in the room. For some reason he wanted to IM instead of using a community voice despite the fact that there wasn't anyone else around. Odd, but he helped me learn to use and manage the IM feature in order to make conversations more private. A useful tool in some circumstances. We'll call this guy...Daddy Leather. Not his real name, but a bit descriptive. I told him what I was after, and immediately went back out the room. I followed and there was another room across the way with more fun toys...cages and restraints! Yum! I eventually found the item I came for, but it took awhile because I was distracted by the cages and talking to Daddy as we were sortng each other out. He commented on how new I was to SL and I realized he had read my profile so I read his and he'd been on for over a year and was a member of several BDSM groups. He had obviously been around the block a bit.

I described myself as leaning toward submissive with a bit of a dominant streak. As it turns out that dominant streak seems to be very, very faint, at least in the presence of this man. he seemed to know that I was looking for something fun, safe, respectful or at least that's what he said he was into. He said he didn't believe in torture or humiliation or acting against the woman's wishes, but wanted to treat his lady like a lady. Egad! He was REALLY good!LOL! He knew exactly what to say and I totally slurped it up! While talking, I moved around him, so that the cages were in view. During a lull, I jumped into one, and the timer was set for a minute or two. When it was done, i jumped into another cage which lasted another 1-2 minutes. He then jumped on a 5 point restrain device which held him for a minute or so. But somehow it didn't look right, him being restrained like that. But his point was made that he was willing to give along with the take. I then jumped on a funny looking rack which restrained me.

This was all delicious fun for me but I could tell he was wanting something more adventurous. Out of no where he produced a couple of floating little balls, blue and pink. He asked if I wanted to try it and I clicked on the pink one and it proceeded to sink me straight underground. I was watching this from 3rd person perspective (I'll just call it the 3rd eye) and saw him activate his ball and he sunk into the ground. By clicking “stand” we reappeared. As it turned out that wasn't what was supposed to happen, but it seemed odd to me as I was trying to determine what he was into. He then offered to teleport me to a different place and after friending him thought “Why not?” So away we went!

Here there were a variety of little toys, as well as a lot of other people/creatures going at it. In case you don't know, you can be anything in SL. Anything at all. the current favs seem to be Neko/cat people and vampires with various crossovers between the two. Lots of things to see and do! I located a familiar item: the stocks! so I slipped into them and locked down, and Daddy promptly got behind me and slipped into me! Yes, he fucked me. And before this story is finished I will have been fucked many, many times and even given birth to some offspring once. But I'm getting ahead of myself. I'm just saying that if you are not up for tales and pictures of my hot elf-person getting fucked many times over (as well as the word 'fuck' itself), stop right here and move on! You've been warned.

After fucking me there we looked around some more. He invited me into the barn. I was wary as I was getting affected by lag and hate enclosed buildings for that reason, but went along with him. And there was something I had seen before: the horse. He asked what I thought, and I was game, so I went ahead and succeeded where I had failed before. Yes, I got fucked by a horse. Don't gets worse.

But first it gets better! I noticed that the longer we were at this place, the less clothes Daddy was wearing. His shirt was off and he was down to his breeches. So I commenced to disrobe topless as I was feeling totally over dressed in this place where almost everyone was naked or nearly so. Then those glowing balls just magically reappeared and I clicked mine, he clicked his and then he was fucking me from behind again and this was totally, totally hot, hot,hot!

Daddy had also acquired a hard on, all the better to fuck me with! So at this point, I dispensed with most of my clothes, except for the gloves/belt/boots. And the collar. He said I might be interested in this big blue rock thing, and so I jumped in

and was promptly fucked by this giant robot that also delivered shocks that had me screaming with ecstasy.

Yes, there was sound with this animation as well as with a couple of others so that I'm being ravished rather noisily by this machine.

I put up with this for a bit, but got bored and stood out of it. At no point was I ever really trapped. So I jumped back into some stocks and waggled my naked butt and Daddy responded by fucking me again.

I'm not sure exactly when I did it, but I made Daddy a secondary keyholder for my collar. I still kept myself as primary, as I couldn't say that I knew the guy even though he had fucked me several times and watched me get fucked several more. He thanked me and I proceeded to attempt to express my appreciation and adoration by giving him a big ole jump hug. It sort of would look like he was fucking me standing up while I straddled his waist. But you know what he did? He turned me down! I was kind of disappointed in that, but now understand that he was asserting his dominance in a way. He was never, ever less than caring and respectful. Maybe he would wait until he became my primary keyholder before grieving me, I don't know. But he did know what he was doing. Next, I saw a cage, and just had to pose inside of it. It wasn't all that fun, so I wondered what would happen if I posed on the box outside the cage. Daddy was always close by and he finally took that opportunity to use my collar to use the leash function.

I found the leash to be surprisingly and amazingly hot. He drug me around for most of the night with that leash, and I totally loved it. That leash put me into subspace like I couldn't believe. Perhaps I'll extol on SL subspace and my own feelings on subspace, but I still have a long story to complete. Maybe later.

Daddy took me around to other amusements, where I was fucked by a giant ape. Then he took me to be fucked by this man-zebra.

This man-zebra had his little script and I had my animation, where I was screaming in ecstasy while being fucked hard and repeatedly by this beast and his huge dong, While Daddy watched intently while holding my leash.

Getting fucked by the zebra was okay, but after about 5 minutes and at least 3 sessions of being filled with this equine's spunk, I stood out of it. It was okay, crazy and weird, and different but I was ready for more. Mostly for more being dragged by Daddy. I also took advantage of a big dildo stuck in the ground which resulted in his exclaimation “Man, you are a horny little bitch!” Ha!

The lag in this place was getting awful, but the leash was actually very functional in keeping us from getting separated as we each struggled to move properly. But the leash spell is broken by teleportation, which we each finally had to do. He then TP'd me into a new dungeon with new toys. Notice that I was dressed again as I had previously tp'd back into the city. I was releashed and he lead me to a contraption that hung me spread eagle and proceeded to spank me.

It's only now, when I look at the pictures that I notice that erection getting bigger and standing straighter! So that gives me an indication of what he likes. Anyway, the lag here was absolutely atrocious. I rezzed in and out several times after standing out of the restraint but could never stay so I went back “home” which seems to be a relatively easy transport destination. Once there, I went to the store with all the glass cages. Daddy IM'd me and asked where I was and told him I was at one of my favorite stores. He invited me to invite him, so he Tp'd in. when he looked around, he said “I've been here before!” and before I could do anything else he jumped into one of the glass cages. He happened to choose the peek-a-boo cage which is a very diabolical device which had nearly trapped me. This one had been somewhat tampered with, and I wasn't able to play with him while he was inside of it. In fact, when I tried to open the door for him, it sucked me in, too! I think he might have activated the leash on my collar. I have no idea if one can do that, but there we were. He said he was stuck and I remarked that so was I and that were stuck with each other! Haha! He then said he had to TP out, so I did too, back to bay city.

What took place next was a little chat exchange about my clothes and how I looked. I had other looks in my inventory, but didn't use them. He offered to TP me to a clothing store. so there I went and then decided to see if a different look would please him more.

That gal wearing the tiny purple number is me. I still got the elf ears, thank goodness! He then leashed and dragged me around the store, much to my delight, and started looking at totally BDSM outfits. He seemed to be into boots. And these were thigh high boots with massive buckles, locks and other controls. And they also cost several hundred L$. He commented that as my master, he would support me and promptly dumped 5000 L$ into my account! Wow. So Daddy was a sugar daddy! I promptly bought several boots that he seemed to fancy in various colors, only spending a small portion of the fortune he had given. In RL terms it was about $20 he unloaded on me! I proceeded to deck myself out into a totally new slut/sub look.

The lag got awful and it was time for me to log off and get RL sleep. It was then that I realized the source of many animations emanated from his watch. Right after that picture was taken, we fucked one last time, and it was totally hot even with terrible lag. I tp'd back to the city and flew high above. I had to check out this thing in my inventory. There it was...the baby I had given birth to

..a zebra! Or a horse. Or robot-ape. Or Daddy isn't what he appears to be. Maybe I need to get on Maury Povich and do a “Who's your Daddy” episode!LOL!

More to come.....

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Part 4: I Kissed a Boy and I Liked!

Whenever I click “Home”, I teleport to the Bay City airport, or if that is too full I appear outside. I prefer the outside, actually, as there isn't nearly the lag that there is inside. I seem to have a real problem with Internet lag inside of buildings. While it still happens outside, it is not as bad or common. If you hang out in the airport, it is a good place to meet and greet new arrivals, but it's a bad place to stay because so many people are rezzing in. You might be chatting with someone and suddenly you are both pushed away by someone teleporting in between the two of you. Or someone dropping down on your head.

As soon as I logged into SL, I purchased an Open Collar. While it has many of the same properties as the chastity belt with the various forced poses and other powers, it works with me better, fashion-wise. The one drawback to the collar is that it is a relatively small target that is usually obscured by my long hair. And I love my hair too much to give it up. So activating it is often a challenge.

I hung around town, but the lag there was awful so I went to my favorite bondage shop and tried a few more of their toys that I hadn't tried before, such as the doll cage. This was fun, but left me wanting for more variety. what I really needed was a noob-friendly BDSM place. Using the search function, I found the RLV Park. This was a literal playground of wonderful toys! While I still hadn't gotten my RLV to work, I was able to sample and try all the attractions and it was a lot of fun! The bottle dance, the bird cages, a wheel, crosses, hangers, stocks....they had a TON of stuff! This was noob friendly with the ability to try things out and I took a bunch of pictures. I had a blast! There was also a castle, but my trouble with buildings and closed-in spaces persisted here and I did not spend much time exploring the castle. Inside the courtyard there was a horse, which I sat on, but obviously had other functions that I never could quite figure out how to activate.

Most things were activating by sitting in/on them, hence my misuse of the pole. Getting out of them simply involved standing. Click the “stand” button and I was free...for all except one diabolical device, which you can see in the pole picture.

I did not use it until the very end. It was obviously some sort of cage with a tic-tac-toe front and a prism sort of back end and you can see it lurking behind the pole picture. It was only after exploring everything else that I opened the door and stepped in.


What you can't see in the picture is that there started a timer that started counting down from 500. That would be 500 seconds. That's a bit over 8 minutes to you and me. There would be no “Stand” button here. I tried to open the door, but of course it was locked. I could still fly but was still stuck in the cage. Well, this is what I came for! So I took a few pictures of myself to pass the time. This was all fun and going well, until the cage text-whispered to me (with over 300 seconds left to go) that I could play tic-tac-toe and it might even let me win! I couldn't answer or respond since I was in the middle of picture-taking and within about 15 seconds the timer stopped...and then totally reset at 500 seconds! ARRRGH! I tried chatting with the box, but it had gone mute, save for the timer. So I got a really bright idea. I would see if I could activate my collar from within the cage. And I succeeded! But the poses all put me out of camera range for my internal viewer. In other words, I could change poses but once the menu automatically expires (which it does in 60 seconds if you don't do anything) I could not release myself from the the collar and could not move. That's because I couldn't touch my collar from outside the cage!

Difficult to explain the logistics, but the short version is that I was very stuck. There was one way to escape the box, and that was to teleport home. But I was determined to try to see this through. My worry was that if the box whispered and wanted a response again, would I be able to? Would the box reset itself? As the timer wound down to less than 100 seconds, I felt pretty sure that it was going to open at zero. BUT, I was bound by my collar. If I didn't simply walk out, would the door re-shut and relock? Fortunately I was positioned in such a way that I could reach the collar from the open door, and that's what I did. And it worked...I was once again free!

That was amazingly frustrating but also amazingly thrilling! I could wax on and on about D/s psychology and probably will, but in a future installment. For now, I decided I would TP (teleport) home. I wanted some interaction with some other worlders. It was now after midnight EST, and it is about then that things just begin to really get going in the city. It's always a circus downtown, but it can be a good place to meet and greet. I was watching some of the various theatrics taking place when a VERY naked man, standing behind me, commented on my nice ass. And this man had a penis that was proportional but was growing more erect. I was not very turned on by that overture and so pretty much ignored him until he moved on to someone else. Yes, my ass is awesomely delicious but those goodies are not leaving the jar for some idiot who doesn't know how to dress himself!

I'm getting more into my female role, aren't I?;-)

Rather than wait for some fellow to chat me up (I wasn't having much luck with that this night) I decided to approach a few guys and see what could be done. Unfortunately I was too engaged to think about pictures, but will try to do better in the future. The street that was working comes from the airport so there is a steady stream of new folks coming out. So I began chatting with one gentleman who was new and was wondering where he could get some surfer clothes. I pointed him to the free beach market, hoping that there were surfer clothes there. I tried to friend him, but he tp'd out without answering. Or just ignored the request. But in the process a few other guys were standing around me, and I began chatting to several.

Annoying nOOb mistake #1: If you ask where a person (or thing) is from, that is fine, especially if you have a hard time with English. Taiwan, the Phillipines, Mexico...all good. I'll give a general indication like East Coast US or something. But any RL info beyond this just ruins things. I had a lot of boys who wanted to know my age. Okay, so foriegners might not know about how rude it is asking a lady her age. But asking a she-elf is even more dumb. I figure I don't look much over 350 years old, as an elf! But it is still annoying. So stop it!

Those of you reading probably have a vague idea of my age and definitely about the fact that this is fantasy role play, here. At least half of the hottest chicks in SL are not chicks at all in RL. So deal with it. If you chat people up in SL and expect a RL fling, you need to back away from your keyboard, unplug the computer, and then throw it out the closest second story window. Anyone who has ever seen Ghostbusters knows you don't cross the streams. (But of course, Teena comes along and totally proves how much *I* know!)

After attracting a crowd and making a couple of international nOOb friends, the crowd moved on and I swiveled into the airport. This isn't something I usually do, due to the previously described lag hell, however I decided that I really, really wanted to try out a couple of “couple” animations available within the collar controls. These include various types of hugs and kisses. I could select the type of animation as well as how long it would last from 10 second up to...well infinity I suppose. But to do this requires someone else around to do it with. so I watched as people tp'd in, many of them confused and bewildered and asking questions. I helped a few find places to get clothes or how search the map or find things. Lots of chatting all around when I “heard” (read) one:

Hey there cute elf!”

Now there was a line that worked. Afterall, he was the first guy who recognized me right off as an elf when I wasn't totally decked out with my cloak and weapons. I looked around and saw the character that said it, and it was a fully, nicely dressed guy. “Stand by for an animation” I typed back. And then I pulled up a regular 10s hug from the collar menu and engaged it. HA! He was absolutely floored. I wasn't so sure what to expect either. But I was able to see me wrap my arms around him and he responded by wrapping his arms around me and we had a nice hug. And he liked it. So I went for broke and went for the kiss. The kiss was a lot more awkward because the avatars don't really lock lips, but you can get the idea if you know what you're looking for. But I did have to explain to him that that was a kiss. And he liked it. So I experimented with a couple other animations, like the jump hug and the subhug. These were very nice! “I need to get myself one of those collars!” he exclaimed after I told him what I was using to access those features. I told him I was self locked and the I was experimenting around when he asked, “self-locked?” Good thing I didn't go for the foot-licking animation right off.

At that point I realized that this guy had no idea about BDSM. Okay, so I gave him a brief explanation of what the collar did as far as control. If the keys were given to someone else, they could compel me to do those things I had just done to him along with other features I didn't get in to at that time. We spent quite a lot longer chatting than what I had intended and desperately needed to go to bed in RL. So we friended and I told him I might let him have a go with me later on, and he said he'd like that. I left him with another kiss (which he said he was hoping for) and quit for the night.

It was already almost 3:00 a.m.! So I got into bed and fell asleep fairly quickly. But woke up at 5 with a huge hard-on that needed relief.

Yeah, he did try to ask my age but I totally blew that off with the whole elf-year thing. And he didn't press it, as I imagine he was pretty blown away by the experience. He had been on SL for 2 weeks or so he said. This is another reason why asking personal questions is pointless because you can't believe most of what is said. The whole idea is to be someone else. It's a sort of acting, where the virtual world is a stage and one can enter and exit and play a part in a huge drama. I this case, I lay an elven woman...a very horny and playful wood elf!

Am I relishing the role too much? Well, the staying up so late is sort of disturbing, but it doesn't seem to be getting to me too badly. I do look forward to SL time, in large part because my job has gotten so much more stressful than in the past. I look forward to escaping from that pressure, and role play allows that to happen. On the good side, my late night snacking has sunken from probably close to 1000 calories to zero. My weight is finally NOT increasing and is actually coming back down. I can't really snack and play this at the same time. And I don't feel the need to, as I am totally engaged. Watching a movie is so passive, I was eating HUGE quantities of food while watching SG-1 episodes on Hulu. It beats Facebook and Farmtown. It beats Youtube. It beats blogging. Sorry guys. However, as you notice, it does actually facilitate my blogging with this new storyline. I'd rather keep the SL storyline for a bit, without delving into the RL one too much, if that's okay for now. I'll keep updating, whatever happens. I do enjoy the writing and didn't realize how much I missed the sex blogging until reactivating that activity here with this.

Now I just need to get my RLV to work with my stuff and I'll be set! I think I'll make this airport guy a secondary keyholder while I can retain the primary role for now. I'll probably like to have several secondaries before deciding if and when one of them can have the primary key set. And while he seems to be game, he's new (and so am I, in a way) so it will take some time to sort it out.

Stay tuned for the next episode, where I ridden hard and put up wet!