Thursday, October 29, 2009

Who's Your Daddy?

When I logged into SL, I thought that all I needed to get the RLV going was an RLV relay. Don't worry, it sounds as geeky to me as it does to you but I really wanted to get this thing going. I learned that it isn't necessary to have one to play, but there are some good reasons to have it and I'm still fiddling with it. And this tale and the pictures that go along are totally NSFW, so you have that to look forward to when you get home. In the meantime, disable the pics from your RSS and enjoy!

The search for an RLV relay was successful in all respects but one: it didn't make the RLV relay work. But it resulted in the biggest SL thrill ride I've ever had!

I logged in and went straight to the store where I could pick up the free software, and therein they had a bunch of other merchandise that was still quite a bit out of my price range. At first I took a wrong turn and end entered a room that had some cuffs and gags that were interesting and some upgrades and some sort of dormant robot that didn't interest me. I walked back to the teleportation room to find a rather large-built bald-headed tattooed man standing in there. We stood for a moment looking at each other, not saying anything. This happens a lot in SL, where people think about whether or not they want to talk. Often we/they don't. But as he walked into the room I had just walked out of, he said hello, and I said hello back. I followed him and we made some idle chitchat about how interesting the things were in the room. For some reason he wanted to IM instead of using a community voice despite the fact that there wasn't anyone else around. Odd, but he helped me learn to use and manage the IM feature in order to make conversations more private. A useful tool in some circumstances. We'll call this guy...Daddy Leather. Not his real name, but a bit descriptive. I told him what I was after, and immediately went back out the room. I followed and there was another room across the way with more fun toys...cages and restraints! Yum! I eventually found the item I came for, but it took awhile because I was distracted by the cages and talking to Daddy as we were sortng each other out. He commented on how new I was to SL and I realized he had read my profile so I read his and he'd been on for over a year and was a member of several BDSM groups. He had obviously been around the block a bit.

I described myself as leaning toward submissive with a bit of a dominant streak. As it turns out that dominant streak seems to be very, very faint, at least in the presence of this man. he seemed to know that I was looking for something fun, safe, respectful or at least that's what he said he was into. He said he didn't believe in torture or humiliation or acting against the woman's wishes, but wanted to treat his lady like a lady. Egad! He was REALLY good!LOL! He knew exactly what to say and I totally slurped it up! While talking, I moved around him, so that the cages were in view. During a lull, I jumped into one, and the timer was set for a minute or two. When it was done, i jumped into another cage which lasted another 1-2 minutes. He then jumped on a 5 point restrain device which held him for a minute or so. But somehow it didn't look right, him being restrained like that. But his point was made that he was willing to give along with the take. I then jumped on a funny looking rack which restrained me.

This was all delicious fun for me but I could tell he was wanting something more adventurous. Out of no where he produced a couple of floating little balls, blue and pink. He asked if I wanted to try it and I clicked on the pink one and it proceeded to sink me straight underground. I was watching this from 3rd person perspective (I'll just call it the 3rd eye) and saw him activate his ball and he sunk into the ground. By clicking “stand” we reappeared. As it turned out that wasn't what was supposed to happen, but it seemed odd to me as I was trying to determine what he was into. He then offered to teleport me to a different place and after friending him thought “Why not?” So away we went!

Here there were a variety of little toys, as well as a lot of other people/creatures going at it. In case you don't know, you can be anything in SL. Anything at all. the current favs seem to be Neko/cat people and vampires with various crossovers between the two. Lots of things to see and do! I located a familiar item: the stocks! so I slipped into them and locked down, and Daddy promptly got behind me and slipped into me! Yes, he fucked me. And before this story is finished I will have been fucked many, many times and even given birth to some offspring once. But I'm getting ahead of myself. I'm just saying that if you are not up for tales and pictures of my hot elf-person getting fucked many times over (as well as the word 'fuck' itself), stop right here and move on! You've been warned.

After fucking me there we looked around some more. He invited me into the barn. I was wary as I was getting affected by lag and hate enclosed buildings for that reason, but went along with him. And there was something I had seen before: the horse. He asked what I thought, and I was game, so I went ahead and succeeded where I had failed before. Yes, I got fucked by a horse. Don't gets worse.

But first it gets better! I noticed that the longer we were at this place, the less clothes Daddy was wearing. His shirt was off and he was down to his breeches. So I commenced to disrobe topless as I was feeling totally over dressed in this place where almost everyone was naked or nearly so. Then those glowing balls just magically reappeared and I clicked mine, he clicked his and then he was fucking me from behind again and this was totally, totally hot, hot,hot!

Daddy had also acquired a hard on, all the better to fuck me with! So at this point, I dispensed with most of my clothes, except for the gloves/belt/boots. And the collar. He said I might be interested in this big blue rock thing, and so I jumped in

and was promptly fucked by this giant robot that also delivered shocks that had me screaming with ecstasy.

Yes, there was sound with this animation as well as with a couple of others so that I'm being ravished rather noisily by this machine.

I put up with this for a bit, but got bored and stood out of it. At no point was I ever really trapped. So I jumped back into some stocks and waggled my naked butt and Daddy responded by fucking me again.

I'm not sure exactly when I did it, but I made Daddy a secondary keyholder for my collar. I still kept myself as primary, as I couldn't say that I knew the guy even though he had fucked me several times and watched me get fucked several more. He thanked me and I proceeded to attempt to express my appreciation and adoration by giving him a big ole jump hug. It sort of would look like he was fucking me standing up while I straddled his waist. But you know what he did? He turned me down! I was kind of disappointed in that, but now understand that he was asserting his dominance in a way. He was never, ever less than caring and respectful. Maybe he would wait until he became my primary keyholder before grieving me, I don't know. But he did know what he was doing. Next, I saw a cage, and just had to pose inside of it. It wasn't all that fun, so I wondered what would happen if I posed on the box outside the cage. Daddy was always close by and he finally took that opportunity to use my collar to use the leash function.

I found the leash to be surprisingly and amazingly hot. He drug me around for most of the night with that leash, and I totally loved it. That leash put me into subspace like I couldn't believe. Perhaps I'll extol on SL subspace and my own feelings on subspace, but I still have a long story to complete. Maybe later.

Daddy took me around to other amusements, where I was fucked by a giant ape. Then he took me to be fucked by this man-zebra.

This man-zebra had his little script and I had my animation, where I was screaming in ecstasy while being fucked hard and repeatedly by this beast and his huge dong, While Daddy watched intently while holding my leash.

Getting fucked by the zebra was okay, but after about 5 minutes and at least 3 sessions of being filled with this equine's spunk, I stood out of it. It was okay, crazy and weird, and different but I was ready for more. Mostly for more being dragged by Daddy. I also took advantage of a big dildo stuck in the ground which resulted in his exclaimation “Man, you are a horny little bitch!” Ha!

The lag in this place was getting awful, but the leash was actually very functional in keeping us from getting separated as we each struggled to move properly. But the leash spell is broken by teleportation, which we each finally had to do. He then TP'd me into a new dungeon with new toys. Notice that I was dressed again as I had previously tp'd back into the city. I was releashed and he lead me to a contraption that hung me spread eagle and proceeded to spank me.

It's only now, when I look at the pictures that I notice that erection getting bigger and standing straighter! So that gives me an indication of what he likes. Anyway, the lag here was absolutely atrocious. I rezzed in and out several times after standing out of the restraint but could never stay so I went back “home” which seems to be a relatively easy transport destination. Once there, I went to the store with all the glass cages. Daddy IM'd me and asked where I was and told him I was at one of my favorite stores. He invited me to invite him, so he Tp'd in. when he looked around, he said “I've been here before!” and before I could do anything else he jumped into one of the glass cages. He happened to choose the peek-a-boo cage which is a very diabolical device which had nearly trapped me. This one had been somewhat tampered with, and I wasn't able to play with him while he was inside of it. In fact, when I tried to open the door for him, it sucked me in, too! I think he might have activated the leash on my collar. I have no idea if one can do that, but there we were. He said he was stuck and I remarked that so was I and that were stuck with each other! Haha! He then said he had to TP out, so I did too, back to bay city.

What took place next was a little chat exchange about my clothes and how I looked. I had other looks in my inventory, but didn't use them. He offered to TP me to a clothing store. so there I went and then decided to see if a different look would please him more.

That gal wearing the tiny purple number is me. I still got the elf ears, thank goodness! He then leashed and dragged me around the store, much to my delight, and started looking at totally BDSM outfits. He seemed to be into boots. And these were thigh high boots with massive buckles, locks and other controls. And they also cost several hundred L$. He commented that as my master, he would support me and promptly dumped 5000 L$ into my account! Wow. So Daddy was a sugar daddy! I promptly bought several boots that he seemed to fancy in various colors, only spending a small portion of the fortune he had given. In RL terms it was about $20 he unloaded on me! I proceeded to deck myself out into a totally new slut/sub look.

The lag got awful and it was time for me to log off and get RL sleep. It was then that I realized the source of many animations emanated from his watch. Right after that picture was taken, we fucked one last time, and it was totally hot even with terrible lag. I tp'd back to the city and flew high above. I had to check out this thing in my inventory. There it was...the baby I had given birth to

..a zebra! Or a horse. Or robot-ape. Or Daddy isn't what he appears to be. Maybe I need to get on Maury Povich and do a “Who's your Daddy” episode!LOL!

More to come.....

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Part 4: I Kissed a Boy and I Liked!

Whenever I click “Home”, I teleport to the Bay City airport, or if that is too full I appear outside. I prefer the outside, actually, as there isn't nearly the lag that there is inside. I seem to have a real problem with Internet lag inside of buildings. While it still happens outside, it is not as bad or common. If you hang out in the airport, it is a good place to meet and greet new arrivals, but it's a bad place to stay because so many people are rezzing in. You might be chatting with someone and suddenly you are both pushed away by someone teleporting in between the two of you. Or someone dropping down on your head.

As soon as I logged into SL, I purchased an Open Collar. While it has many of the same properties as the chastity belt with the various forced poses and other powers, it works with me better, fashion-wise. The one drawback to the collar is that it is a relatively small target that is usually obscured by my long hair. And I love my hair too much to give it up. So activating it is often a challenge.

I hung around town, but the lag there was awful so I went to my favorite bondage shop and tried a few more of their toys that I hadn't tried before, such as the doll cage. This was fun, but left me wanting for more variety. what I really needed was a noob-friendly BDSM place. Using the search function, I found the RLV Park. This was a literal playground of wonderful toys! While I still hadn't gotten my RLV to work, I was able to sample and try all the attractions and it was a lot of fun! The bottle dance, the bird cages, a wheel, crosses, hangers, stocks....they had a TON of stuff! This was noob friendly with the ability to try things out and I took a bunch of pictures. I had a blast! There was also a castle, but my trouble with buildings and closed-in spaces persisted here and I did not spend much time exploring the castle. Inside the courtyard there was a horse, which I sat on, but obviously had other functions that I never could quite figure out how to activate.

Most things were activating by sitting in/on them, hence my misuse of the pole. Getting out of them simply involved standing. Click the “stand” button and I was free...for all except one diabolical device, which you can see in the pole picture.

I did not use it until the very end. It was obviously some sort of cage with a tic-tac-toe front and a prism sort of back end and you can see it lurking behind the pole picture. It was only after exploring everything else that I opened the door and stepped in.


What you can't see in the picture is that there started a timer that started counting down from 500. That would be 500 seconds. That's a bit over 8 minutes to you and me. There would be no “Stand” button here. I tried to open the door, but of course it was locked. I could still fly but was still stuck in the cage. Well, this is what I came for! So I took a few pictures of myself to pass the time. This was all fun and going well, until the cage text-whispered to me (with over 300 seconds left to go) that I could play tic-tac-toe and it might even let me win! I couldn't answer or respond since I was in the middle of picture-taking and within about 15 seconds the timer stopped...and then totally reset at 500 seconds! ARRRGH! I tried chatting with the box, but it had gone mute, save for the timer. So I got a really bright idea. I would see if I could activate my collar from within the cage. And I succeeded! But the poses all put me out of camera range for my internal viewer. In other words, I could change poses but once the menu automatically expires (which it does in 60 seconds if you don't do anything) I could not release myself from the the collar and could not move. That's because I couldn't touch my collar from outside the cage!

Difficult to explain the logistics, but the short version is that I was very stuck. There was one way to escape the box, and that was to teleport home. But I was determined to try to see this through. My worry was that if the box whispered and wanted a response again, would I be able to? Would the box reset itself? As the timer wound down to less than 100 seconds, I felt pretty sure that it was going to open at zero. BUT, I was bound by my collar. If I didn't simply walk out, would the door re-shut and relock? Fortunately I was positioned in such a way that I could reach the collar from the open door, and that's what I did. And it worked...I was once again free!

That was amazingly frustrating but also amazingly thrilling! I could wax on and on about D/s psychology and probably will, but in a future installment. For now, I decided I would TP (teleport) home. I wanted some interaction with some other worlders. It was now after midnight EST, and it is about then that things just begin to really get going in the city. It's always a circus downtown, but it can be a good place to meet and greet. I was watching some of the various theatrics taking place when a VERY naked man, standing behind me, commented on my nice ass. And this man had a penis that was proportional but was growing more erect. I was not very turned on by that overture and so pretty much ignored him until he moved on to someone else. Yes, my ass is awesomely delicious but those goodies are not leaving the jar for some idiot who doesn't know how to dress himself!

I'm getting more into my female role, aren't I?;-)

Rather than wait for some fellow to chat me up (I wasn't having much luck with that this night) I decided to approach a few guys and see what could be done. Unfortunately I was too engaged to think about pictures, but will try to do better in the future. The street that was working comes from the airport so there is a steady stream of new folks coming out. So I began chatting with one gentleman who was new and was wondering where he could get some surfer clothes. I pointed him to the free beach market, hoping that there were surfer clothes there. I tried to friend him, but he tp'd out without answering. Or just ignored the request. But in the process a few other guys were standing around me, and I began chatting to several.

Annoying nOOb mistake #1: If you ask where a person (or thing) is from, that is fine, especially if you have a hard time with English. Taiwan, the Phillipines, Mexico...all good. I'll give a general indication like East Coast US or something. But any RL info beyond this just ruins things. I had a lot of boys who wanted to know my age. Okay, so foriegners might not know about how rude it is asking a lady her age. But asking a she-elf is even more dumb. I figure I don't look much over 350 years old, as an elf! But it is still annoying. So stop it!

Those of you reading probably have a vague idea of my age and definitely about the fact that this is fantasy role play, here. At least half of the hottest chicks in SL are not chicks at all in RL. So deal with it. If you chat people up in SL and expect a RL fling, you need to back away from your keyboard, unplug the computer, and then throw it out the closest second story window. Anyone who has ever seen Ghostbusters knows you don't cross the streams. (But of course, Teena comes along and totally proves how much *I* know!)

After attracting a crowd and making a couple of international nOOb friends, the crowd moved on and I swiveled into the airport. This isn't something I usually do, due to the previously described lag hell, however I decided that I really, really wanted to try out a couple of “couple” animations available within the collar controls. These include various types of hugs and kisses. I could select the type of animation as well as how long it would last from 10 second up to...well infinity I suppose. But to do this requires someone else around to do it with. so I watched as people tp'd in, many of them confused and bewildered and asking questions. I helped a few find places to get clothes or how search the map or find things. Lots of chatting all around when I “heard” (read) one:

Hey there cute elf!”

Now there was a line that worked. Afterall, he was the first guy who recognized me right off as an elf when I wasn't totally decked out with my cloak and weapons. I looked around and saw the character that said it, and it was a fully, nicely dressed guy. “Stand by for an animation” I typed back. And then I pulled up a regular 10s hug from the collar menu and engaged it. HA! He was absolutely floored. I wasn't so sure what to expect either. But I was able to see me wrap my arms around him and he responded by wrapping his arms around me and we had a nice hug. And he liked it. So I went for broke and went for the kiss. The kiss was a lot more awkward because the avatars don't really lock lips, but you can get the idea if you know what you're looking for. But I did have to explain to him that that was a kiss. And he liked it. So I experimented with a couple other animations, like the jump hug and the subhug. These were very nice! “I need to get myself one of those collars!” he exclaimed after I told him what I was using to access those features. I told him I was self locked and the I was experimenting around when he asked, “self-locked?” Good thing I didn't go for the foot-licking animation right off.

At that point I realized that this guy had no idea about BDSM. Okay, so I gave him a brief explanation of what the collar did as far as control. If the keys were given to someone else, they could compel me to do those things I had just done to him along with other features I didn't get in to at that time. We spent quite a lot longer chatting than what I had intended and desperately needed to go to bed in RL. So we friended and I told him I might let him have a go with me later on, and he said he'd like that. I left him with another kiss (which he said he was hoping for) and quit for the night.

It was already almost 3:00 a.m.! So I got into bed and fell asleep fairly quickly. But woke up at 5 with a huge hard-on that needed relief.

Yeah, he did try to ask my age but I totally blew that off with the whole elf-year thing. And he didn't press it, as I imagine he was pretty blown away by the experience. He had been on SL for 2 weeks or so he said. This is another reason why asking personal questions is pointless because you can't believe most of what is said. The whole idea is to be someone else. It's a sort of acting, where the virtual world is a stage and one can enter and exit and play a part in a huge drama. I this case, I lay an elven woman...a very horny and playful wood elf!

Am I relishing the role too much? Well, the staying up so late is sort of disturbing, but it doesn't seem to be getting to me too badly. I do look forward to SL time, in large part because my job has gotten so much more stressful than in the past. I look forward to escaping from that pressure, and role play allows that to happen. On the good side, my late night snacking has sunken from probably close to 1000 calories to zero. My weight is finally NOT increasing and is actually coming back down. I can't really snack and play this at the same time. And I don't feel the need to, as I am totally engaged. Watching a movie is so passive, I was eating HUGE quantities of food while watching SG-1 episodes on Hulu. It beats Facebook and Farmtown. It beats Youtube. It beats blogging. Sorry guys. However, as you notice, it does actually facilitate my blogging with this new storyline. I'd rather keep the SL storyline for a bit, without delving into the RL one too much, if that's okay for now. I'll keep updating, whatever happens. I do enjoy the writing and didn't realize how much I missed the sex blogging until reactivating that activity here with this.

Now I just need to get my RLV to work with my stuff and I'll be set! I think I'll make this airport guy a secondary keyholder while I can retain the primary role for now. I'll probably like to have several secondaries before deciding if and when one of them can have the primary key set. And while he seems to be game, he's new (and so am I, in a way) so it will take some time to sort it out.

Stay tuned for the next episode, where I ridden hard and put up wet!

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Part 3: Hugging and Kissing Girls

I've been gradually getting bolder with this Second Life lark. I actually went and got a collar that has a lot of the same functionality as the chastity belt. While I have yet to feel very comfortable wearing the chastity belt around town, the collar is a different story. The collar seems to go with my outfit better, and I already have a lovely belt that is a better fashion accessory that goes with the boots, blouse and gloves.

I began researching the restraint methods used in SL, and it is really fascinating how they have made the control as real as it is. They have an add-on called a Restraint Life Viewer just for this sort of play, although it is also functional in other contexts as well. Basically the submissive gives up total control to whoever is topping. It would require about as much trust and communication as a RL BDSM situation in order for it to be fun for both parties. I mean, it is supposed to be a fun game, right?

My collar is the open source collar, and therefore free. However, I did shop around for others as I wasn't opposed to spending a few L$ to get a good one. So I popped into a store that was selling them. It didn't take long for me to figure out that 7000 L$ (Linden dollars -- $1 @ 200 L$) was more than I wanted to spend. However, I saw off in the distance a cute girl dressed in little pink cocktail dress who approached me and introduced her as the sales clerk, Lianne, and asked if I needed any help. I explained that I was pretty new to this and she began helping me. First, she showed me some free submissive outfits, complete with new skin, hair and body. I did pick out a couple but really wasn't sure that I wanted to change. I really liked my current avatar a lot. But like Lianne said, it's good to have options. She then asked me if I had an a.o. which stands for Animation Override. After she explained what it was, she gave me a copy of hers. OMG! It was absolutely cool! It basically deviates from the default animation and allows movements that you don't get in the default settings. My stoic, stiff elf was able to walk much more easily and fluidly. I had an absolutely kick-ass swivel to go with my kick-ass body! And when standing around, I shift into positions that are decidedly more feminine (and I daresay submissive) in nature.

However it was a bit odd standing there with Lianne, and now we have identical postures and mannerisms even though we looked completely different. The a.o. also had a couple of other surprises. They allowed me to hug and kiss! Lianne was the good sport and we had to work through how to activate this feature. Sorry, I never thought of taking a picture of that.

I expressed interest in learning the ropes, so Lianne personally walked me over to an adjacent building devoted to BDSM education and tried to help me sign up for a class on BDSM in Second Life. For some reason that script wasn't working, so she invited me to a third building which was a BDSM club. So we both sashayed our sexy bodies to the club. Once inside, I felt very much over dressed! Inside were several women who were dancing wildly on a huge dance floor. Lianne introduced me to her friends and we both began dancing by clicking on a certain object that contained code that enable one to pick from several different types of dances. The other girls clued me in to which choice that went best to the music, so I was gyrating along with all of them, while IMing.

There were jokes about being naked, with some getting naked or half naked and then jokes about my ears and being an elf. At that point a couple of them morphed into fairies, complete with wings. Naked fairies. I considered getting naked myself, but I was having some technical difficulties. for one thing, I could not hear the music. I later discovered that I had disabled music streaming in order to try to get more speed. And that was the second problem: lag. Anyone who has ever used any sort of “live” internet social application knows about lag and in SL it can be very, very bad. It mostly happens in busy places that have lots of people and lots of graphics. I have since learned how to decrease resolution which can help some, but at a bit of sacrifice with the visual experience.
The lag got so bad and so disorienting that I felt I had to teleport out. I can often clear things up by flying straight up high enough that there is nothing but sky around. But the club had a roof, so that was out of the question. Most of the ladies (maybe all of them) were employees of the club so I considered tipping them, but their minimum was 100 L$ which was a bit rich for my elven blood. I did tip Lianne, though, because she was so very helpful and totally earned it even though I never bought anything.

I did go back to the BDSM shop where I bought the chastity belt and played with the cages and gadgets some more. I and another girl played with some of the toys, but we weren't able to play together because the lag was so bad. I flew out and up and when I landed, there was another girl there, who was wearing a chastity belt. She explained that her mistress locked her in it and that she owned several types of cages. While we were admiring them, I stepped into one and shut the door and tried to get her to have a bit of fun with me. She explained that while she could, she didn't really want to as she was a straight submissive. I had never thought of that; that a submissive would just not want to even experiment with being a top, but there she was. She only briefly made the cage opaque in order to illustrate the point that she could if she wanted to. then she simply opened the door, said goodbye and teleported away.

Shoot. What does a girl have to do to get dominated around this place?

Bay City is my designated “home” and so I went went back there and walked/stood around. Several guys were interested in chatting me up as I definitely stood apart from the other citizens with my new A.O. I totally love watching myself swivel and strut. Even my flying is more feminine, fluid and less stilted. Plus there might have been a few guys that noticed the collar. But at 2 a.m. my time (those on the left coast were just getting started), I just couldn't go on anymore. So I quit almost in the middle of a conversation and a friend request. Oh well.

To be continued...

Friday, October 23, 2009

Part 2 of Second Life: It Gets Better

I'm talking about my Second Life (SL). It would be fair to say that SL has upstaged RL for the moment, but that has been true many times before. This entire blog is a tribute to an online life that has often exceeded what was happening in RL. For good or ill, I've discovered the new world, and have enjoyed exploring it. As noted previously, I've been exploring my feminine side and it was only a matter of time before it intersected with my other interests. Ah, yes. Time for some chastity play!

There are groups on SL for male subs, but most of the SL BDSM scene is geared toward females as subs. I did visit a femdom club, but it was occupied by only one pole-dancing sub. she was German, but translation in text chat isn't a problem, except for noobs like me. And for some reason, whenever I visit a club, airport, hub or any sort of busy building everything lags badly. With traffic at over 60,000 people at any one time, SL can be buggy.

But the highlight of my trip was a place specializing in some SL BDSM toys. Oh. My. I was totally the girl in the proverbial candy store! I had the place to myself, otherwise a girl could get into some serious, serious trouble! One of the first things I sought out and spotted was a fully functioning chastity belt. It was ingenious in all of its various features. I did play around and enjoyed experimenting on my avatar, but it was more as a dominant than a wearer since I was operating the belt from the outside-in. This is largely how I played with all of the props and toys. As I said, a girl could get into some serious trouble in a place like this, since they are all fully operational. More on that later, when we explore the rest of the shop.

I purchased this fine chastity belt, and will be playing with its features more. I think I still have to acquire some additional features for my avatar to be able to take full advantage of the chastity belt features. I could get buzzed, which was fun to watch. But the stimulation and forced orgasm mode didn't really do anything that I could see from watching. Again, from my “internal” POV, it might be different. But I believe there are scripts for various levels of sexual frustration as well as orgasm. I'll be researching that more a bit down the line perhaps.

But there was more fun to be had in the stores. Much more. The first room that attracted my attention was the cage section. These comes in various styles and have various features that make them interesting. I suppose to a lot of people, being trapped inside of a clear box has absolutely no appeal, and in RL, it doesn't appeal to me that much. But these boxes have special functionality which enable the person who has the power to unlock the box to exert control over the person within it. And these were all fully functional and ready to go. A girl could get into loads of trouble here. And I did.

When gesturing (clicking) on the door, it automatically shuts, but a msg pops up indicating that it isn't locked because it doesn't sense anyone is inside of it. Another gesture opens it. That looked easy and simple. What could go wrong? I walked into a very simple cage and walked out, expecting the door to slam shut on me. It didn't, and I was totally able to walk back out again. That was easy.

Before getting into what happened next, I need to explain a bit more for those not familiar with second life of how an avatar moves within the virtual environment. You can walk, run, jump, fly and teleport. I love flying, and seem to spend most of SL time in the air. Whenever I find myself in a crowded place where everything is slow, lagging, boring or confusing, I first try to fly away, usually straight up. If you fly high enough, the computer lag generally lessens. If I'm stuck in building and want to leave quickly, I teleport to either a far away landmark or somewhere less congested on the map. you can easily spot where people are by looking at the map. hovering in the air and turning around enables me to also “look” around at who is close by. But I'm essentially looking from behind me, so I can see myself partially as well as what is around me. For things like aiming my bow, I use “mouse view” which is sort of a line-of-sight, but is very disorienting as it is hard to know the relationship between your own body and the space around you. You can look around, at least to what is in front of you, but you can not turn your whole body around. And then there is the view that I use for my pictures of myself, which allows you to go “outside” of your body and pan around yourself. It is this view that allows me to dress myself, activate my chastity belt and dominate myself. I have gotten into a few jams where flying was disabled, which i think is true for most clubs and certainly many other places and spaces. In that case, I was always able to teleport out easily enough.

So I walked into a fancy glass cube, and imagine my surprise when I heard the door slam shut, and suddenly I was in “mouse view”. Fortunately, I was able to esc out of that, and then I was given a menu that enable me to determine the locking scheme. I could allow anyone to lock and unlock it. Only me. Or to set a predetermined time of being unlocked or several other options. I chose “only me” because while I was keen for fun, I did not want some stranger walking in and deciding to avail himself. At least not yet. I tried to walk out, but I was locked in. Flying was definitely out, and teleportation was totally disabled. Oh dear. I went into the “out-of-body” view, and clicking on the cage offered me several options to tease or otherwise torture the poor elf girl inside. The pictures of these are the result of a command called “pose” and includes various submissive and sexual poses as well as some belly dancing. One basically has all sorts of control over the avatar within the cage. The only downside was that I wasn't really able to experience the submissive angle from this external view. But domming was pretty fun. After playing around, I wondered how I was going to get out. For I could gesture from the outside on the door and it would open, but as soon as I tried to walk out, the door would slam shut again. A part of me was wishing someone else might come along to rescue me, but there was no one else around as I had the whole place to myself. I eventually figured out a combination of opening/moving that enabled me to get out safely. Whew! But if someone else was around, a girl could get into some real trouble!

I think I might like to get into trouble some time. Anyone game for some fun with an elf girl?

From there, I looked at some other toys and furniture, and you can see various pictures of various poses with them. I think I need to remove my weapons, at least with the furniture, but the contradiction is kinda hot in its own way.

This was a real thrill ride that kept me up until 2 a.m. on a weeknight. But it was totally, totally hot. At least for me. Stay tuned for more episodes and adventures!

Second Life


Holy Cow.

If you look at my post on my other blog, you'll note how little is happening in my real life. It's little wonder that people get caught up in a second life.

I remember when FTN had hosted a blogger Second Life meet-up, and I can't remember why I never got into it. I have the first verson of The Sims and did enjoy that quite a lot. But it fell out of favor, even after adding I had recently thought about introducing my oldest son to the Sims, but almost as soon as we started, I noticed I had forgotten about those game mods, so I'll have to uninstall and reinstall it before the kids get it.

I finally reached level 34 on Farmtown, which is essentially the top level, at least for the time being, so I was looking for something else. For some odd reason, I thought I might give Second Life a whirl. Second Life is supported by most modern Linux distributions, and since I'm a modern Linux user, this was simply groovy. Wait...

Now I remember why I wanted to try Second Life; it was because my Real Life has been dragging. Second Life enables one to be whatever they want, and I was wanting to be someone different. Much different. So when I chose my user name, I chose very carefully in order to leave my options open. I went for a very gender-neutral name, so I could switch back and forth at will. I also initially chose an elf avatar, which proved to be a wise choice, since switching genders doesn't involve much work since elves tend to be more feminine than any other race, anyway.

And I totally enjoy being a she-elf. I look smokin' hot, without looking overly slutty.


So many of the SL avatars are mostly undressed, and you can tell these are probably guys doing what I'm doing – seeing how the other half live. So if you have an in-world wife, do NOT ask or investigate their RL identity! Enjoy the fantasy for what it is: fiction. Because your hot SL wife/girlfriend/lover is a RL middle-aged guy named Melvin.

or Digger Jones.

This is fiction but it is really fun fiction.

I did get some more feminine clothing and skins for my avatar, but I totally enjoy the elven look. The hot elven look.

Armed with my bow and Celtic sword, I can be strong and imposing on one level but there's no mistaking the softer features and assets. Oddly, I get chatted up more when I'm brandishing one of my weapons. Perhaps the guys feel less threatened when a woman them. The horse/pony tail seems to be a bit of a tell. And the club owner who tried to hire me to dance at his place was flattering. And then there's the vampire who is trying to recruit me. If I was into that, I could join a group devoted to elven vampires.

So many possibilities.

And then there are the places devoted to the Scene. You know of what I speak. A place where I could explore those sides of me I've revealed in my archives. Heck, it might even give me something to blog about, since RL isn't providing anything in the way of drama or interest.

There's more coming!