Tuesday, November 17, 2009

More Thoughts on the New House

I had many mixed feelings about the new house. It was amazingly flattering, but at the same time scary. I was not interested in taking this out-of-world, but this whirl wind left me dazed. Daddy had been nothing but kind and generous and I tried to return my gratitude. Which means that we met at the house several times, and we fucked every which way on all the furniture. I spent a lot of time shopping for good looking outfits, and he seemed to enjoy these, especially the boots but also the rest as well. He does have a sense of style that I think exceeds mine.

Having a place to go besides downtown, shops, clubs and the airport has a lot of advantages, because I can escape the lag of these busy places and try on the various outfits that I buy. But the place can also be quite lonely as there are not any neighbors close by. And it is always snowy here. And I haven't figured out how to get the boat to work!

This last time Daddy and I got together, it wasn't a terribly drawn out encounter. Basically he had a good time fucking me while I was suspended above the bed and then had to go rather quickly. I was totally fine with that, as I was getting a bit restless for something different. Maybe a different guy or a different experience. I'm not sure which.


  1. Hey digger, not made any comment for ages, but I still check in on you from time to time.

    I hate to be a downer, but I really think you are playing with fire here....I have had some experience with online relationships via IRC and SL is a very cool extension of IRC, I managed to get myself involved big time emotionally with people and IRC, I can only imagine this kind of scenario becoming even more involving/captivating, a lot of Real life people can't understand how REAL a online relationship can become and how obsessive it can become, and if home life is lacking then it makes one even more prone to this sort of behavior.

    Even if you are in control of yourself you have the other party to consider, and those other parties despite the seeming anonymity can sometimes work out with frightening degree of who you are and where you despite how careful you are, and this scenario where I am betting that Daddy really does believe you’re a girl (even though he knows its possible your not) is probably in denial and will still be ravaged when he finds out your not (well he might even be a dom girl but I doubt it), point is the emotional attachment is as real as in real life, it is real and it produces the same hurt, resentment, jealousy and out of control behaviors as real life.

    I played with SL a few months ago….and well decided I did not want to go down that path…way too busy with my new business ventures and I know how prone I am to this kind of addiction…and how much time online relationships can chew up. Anyways lecture over…I am still tempted to play in SL……and I would probably want to be a girl too…lol…I think it comes from feeling rejected for all those years…and wanting the shoe to be on the other foot for a change.

    It sure does look fun though

  2. Thanks for commenting! Keep reading, and you will see that you are correct about a lot of things but this tale has some major turns to take first.

  3. I'll pipe in to say that all of this gives me quite an uneasy feeling. It just seems like territory that would be safer to avoid, Digger. I can't imagine it's making anything in your marriage with Arwyn any better.

    Of course, it appears we are weeks or months behind on this tale, so I guess I'll just have to wait and see how it turned out.

  4. I'm not going to say your feelings are totally unfounded,FTN, even as this whole thing plays out. In a way, it is playing with fire which is probably what gives it such appeal. I mean it intesects a whole lot of my interests in the sexual.nerdy/D/s/roleplay arena that real life totally has not delivered, despite all my efforts.

    BTW, I did get a picture in there that I had neglected to add when this was originally posted so you can drink in my total hotness. As usual, totally NSFW!